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Well, happy birthday to me! (=
I've turned 19 now man w00t!!!$@&&*!

I don't really know what to type today lol.
I'm pretty tired right now, got to bed late -_-.
I can't talk long anyways.
I'll write again when I get back.
I've got to go to Wyoming for Home Depot.
Be gone for 2-3 days.
I'll tell about the interesting experience in Wyoming lol.

lovelovelovezzzz
<333

Bye for now
-Dustin
Playing within:
Saosin - You're Not Alone
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Oh man am I tired today!
The little sleep I've been getting this week is catching up.
I cant wait for it to be Friday.
I'm going to sleep the whole day away! (=

Not much went off today, short day actually.
The Home Depot I was at didn't have the shipment come in, so
I only had about 4 hours of work I could do.
Now instead of sleeping, I'm about to jump in the shower
to go over to this dudes house to hang out with him
and a few girls to watch the game.
I might just actually call him and say I'm gonna sleep, I'm too tired lol.
Either way, I'm gonna go get a shower now.
I feel dirty!

A few days ago, I finally decided to finish this picture.
I sort of did like I was going to do before.
Certain things colored, while the others are black and white, but I
decided it should be placed with a different meaning ahaha.
Let's see if any sees it!
My mom did (=.

I mean nothing at all by posting this other than
showing something I started and did not finish.
No means to throw out anything or cause anything.

I'm just way open with things I do now.
Thanks! (=

Lovezlovezlovezzz!
<3333

Bye for now.

RAWR!:
peaceful peaceful
Playing within:
Darude - Sandstorm
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I love games of tug of war -_- lol.
A couple people know what I mean.


I love being busy.
I've realised how much I hated sitting at home doing nothing but pretty
much talking to a person all day.
Nothing was really ever done, and it was pretty much a waste of time.
I really like the relationship I have now.
We talk a lot, but not 24/7.
Almost a month and we've never argued.
I do my thing, and she does hers.
There's full trust, and that is very clear to see.
She actually enjoy's my teasing with some things, and she
will joke back with me <3.
She's pretty much probably the perfect match for me.
For it to be almost a month and still see no problems.
Have no problems.
It's really something to me.
Hands down, she's really special.
I've been really positive about this entire thing.
I really don't know what to say.
It's hard to really say the right thing for me right now.
I'm so tired,
I have so much on my mind,
and I feel like even if I tried, it still wouldn't describe it.
I doubt she really realises it, but to me, she really is a great match for the person I am.
No doubts.
No reason to.
All is wonderful <3.
If you don't now, you'll realise soon enough.

Goodnight, much love all.

RAWR!:
calm calm
Playing within:
Junkie XL [Today]
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Isn't she just like the cutest most beautiful girl alive?! Haha (=

Lyrics

There's something that I can't quite explain.
I'm so in love with you, you'll never take that away.
And if I've said a hundred times before, expect a thousand more.
(You'll never take that away).

Well, expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok when I'm not around.
Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound.
Calling you to see:
Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

Well I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping, are you're dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me

I thought that the world had lost its way (It's so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you (then came you)
and you took that way (Its not so difficult. The world is not so difficult)

You take away the old, show me the new,
and I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you.
So while I'm on this phone, a hundred miles from home
I take the words you gave, and send them back to you.

I only want to see if you're ok when I'm not around.
Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound.
Calling you to see:
Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me.

Well, I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me.

I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me

oh wo oh oh, oh oh oh uh oh,  uh oh, uh oh oh oh.
oh wo oh oh, oh oh oh uh oh,  uh oh, uh oh oh oh.
oh wo oh oh, oh oh oh uh oh,  uh oh, uh oh oh oh.
"oh wo......................................"
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This sort of sucks, but I was bored.








RAWR!:
happy happy
Playing within:
Blue October [Calling You]
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Techno moves my soul<3.
Rach is part of life.
April 11th is a good day<3.
Leaving tomorrow night for Georgia.
I'll be gone for about 4-5 days.
It's not like I type much in this anymore anyways.
I'm so mucho busy all the time now (=.
I gotta start looking into colleges now.
I'm gonna do it this May while out in Utah.
Don't know if I'm stay then, but I do know my mom is
talking about moving to Utah sometime soon.
There's a job opening there, and she says that Utah feels more like where we belong.
When I move, and as soon as I get the chance.
I'm going to Canada<3.
End of story<3 (=.

I'm such a forgiving person =P.
I love it actually ^-^.
It keeps people around, letting them know that I really do care.
That I'd forgive them for whatever, pretty much.

I just found out today from my dad that all my
managers/COS's like me up at work (=.
w00t!
Everyone likes me (=!
hahaha sorry sorry (=
Just trying to be all cute cocky? =P.

So like, I think I'm going to get into photography and psychology.
SO many people are telling me I should do photography, and/or be a writter, but I always
want to talk to people about life, and try to help them (=.
I wouldn't just sit there and be like, mmhm mmhm.
Ok, I want you to start taking this pill, blah blah blah blah.
So lame.
Not many people do their job these days.
I'd be like, the pimp of all psychiatrists<3 w00t!

My tummy hurts, so I'm gonna go lay down and wait for Rach to finish eating.

Love love love love love love to everyone! (=
Goodnight<3.

RAWR!:
cheerful cheerful
Playing within:
Daft Punk [Digital Love]
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So I decided to show some of the pictures
I have been taking lately.
So here are some of them I've decided to show on livejournal.
Ignore the typing of my name and "mine."
This entry is public, and yeah (=.

So here we go.







Playing within:
X-Japan [Crucify My Love]
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Life. It really is a beautiful thing. 
You'll meet someone without knowing if you will know them forever, or just a day.
You talk to them, and you begin to want to meet them again, but you
probably never will.
It's ok with you though.
As you tell them to have a good day and they walk away.
You feel touched inside. No words can describe the warmth they left you inside.
You wish that you meet again, but you know you will never forget them.
Even if your conversation lasted but a simple 15 minutes.
The impression that left will last a lifetime.
You wonder why you ran into this person.
You wonder how they can speak words that speak straight to your soul, when your
best friend could probably say the same exact thing, yet, it doesn't leave the same impression.
Do we know we will never see them again,
so the words they speak will leave a greater impact on our life?
For a moment you may begin to ask such questions.
Then you may begin to just not care.
All that matters is that they took a second out of their life, not knowing who
you are, to speak words that is not heard with your ears, but your heart.
Your questions fade, and their touch remains.
It's as if you are trying to rebuild your wings, and they have come
along, and have handed you a few feathers to raise your spirit.
Even if you still have awhile before you are done.
It's the fact that they took that moment to give you hopes.
That they can look you in the eyes and smile, speaking those gentle words.
Almost as if, inside, you, you take a step closer to who you can become.
If that is the truth..
Why can a stranger impact us so much in just a moment?
Live by the moment.
Never forget.
Day after day.
Give a hand to those who need one more than you.
Like it's said, "if you love someone, tell them."
Don't say anything you may regret later down the road.
I'm guilty, but my eyes are open now.
Chose your choices carefully.
Think before you leap.
Don't speak until you know the truth in your heart.
"A lie will get half way around the world before the truth get it's pants on."
Silly quote, but true.
You may know yourself better than anyone ever will, but that does not
mean someone may see something that you do not.
Listen to the ones you love.
Hold them close, and never forget them.
Have faith in yourself.
Have faith in those around you.
Question if you need, but seek the truth.
Know before you act.
Act with truth in your knowledge.
Finish what you start.
If you feel something, go with it.
Surpass your fear.
Never let go of your dreams.
You may never know which one it was that may have made you feel complete.
There will always be obstacles in your life.
It true for everything.
"What goes up, must come down."
Life is one big rollercoaster.
Don't ever regret the ones you felt a true love for.
Whether it happens in an instant,
or developed over a lifetime,
you have known the true feeling of pure joy and elation,
and it will be forever cherished.
Love is more than a memory.
It knows no boundries, and it knows no end.
It will capture your heart in a second,
and hold it for an eternity.
Intangible and unexplainable.
People may fade, BUT your love will live on.
Be true, always.
Within each of us, there is a beauty no words could ever describe.
I've always been fascinated with a blue rose.
Explain?
There is much beauty in it.
It's wonderous.
It's within us.
If only we could capture it within our very souls.
If we could take the beauty,
and apply the glow within.
Search a little deeper in the soul beneath our skin.
Take what it does stand for,
and shed it's love abroad.
Don't hide the glow within you,
but share the love with those around you.
You know you can't touch beauty without it rubbing off on you,
and it spreading to others in the kindness that you do.
There lies within each of us.
A beauty like this rose.
When it's used in touching others.
Then it's beauty overflows.
As you go through life,.
Others will call you crazy.
Others will laugh at your mistakes, only see your mistakes,
but inside, know, know who you are.
Believe in yourself, and learn from those mistakes.
No matter what,
everything will work out in the end (=.


Will I ever see this person again?
That I do not know, but this I do.
Their laying of hands will never fade from my heart.
I pray that they know how thankful I am for that short moment in my life
that will last a lifetime (=.




Goodnight <3


At dawn, through this opened window.
I gazed upon a breathless,
and heart stopping sight.
On the horizon in front of me,
appeared an aurora of mystical lights,
reflecting deep into the cavities of my spirit,
and ridges of the surrounding mountains.
Before me shown the early light,
penetrating the morning mist,
as it causes perpetual golden rays
to illuminate through the highest
mountain peaks.
Awakening the earth below.
As I peered closely,
brilliant colors of light
stretched upward,
like fingers on a hand
into the yet dawning sky.
As I gaze at this precious sight,
time itself seemed to be waiting,
and wanting to grasp hold of
the first beams, that would burst forth
from the East and to witness,
the suns smile beckoning
the brand new day..
A brand new life..
(=
RAWR!:
peaceful peaceful
Playing within:
The Used [Blue and Yellow]
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