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Happy Birthday

2006-10-22T19:05:40Z

Well, happy birthday to me! (=
I've turned 19 now man w00t!!!$@&&*!

I don't really know what to type today lol.
I'm pretty tired right now, got to bed late -_-.
I can't talk long anyways.
I'll write again when I get back.
I've got to go to Wyoming for Home Depot.
Be gone for 2-3 days.
I'll tell about the interesting experience in Wyoming lol.

lovelovelovezzzz
<333

Bye for now
-Dustin

Finishing

2006-10-19T23:14:06Z

Oh man am I tired today!
The little sleep I've been getting this week is catching up.
I cant wait for it to be Friday.
I'm going to sleep the whole day away! (=

Not much went off today, short day actually.
The Home Depot I was at didn't have the shipment come in, so
I only had about 4 hours of work I could do.
Now instead of sleeping, I'm about to jump in the shower
to go over to this dudes house to hang out with him
and a few girls to watch the game.
I might just actually call him and say I'm gonna sleep, I'm too tired lol.
Either way, I'm gonna go get a shower now.
I feel dirty!

A few days ago, I finally decided to finish this picture.
I sort of did like I was going to do before.
Certain things colored, while the others are black and white, but I
decided it should be placed with a different meaning ahaha.
Let's see if any sees it!
My mom did (=.

I mean nothing at all by posting this other than
showing something I started and did not finish.
No means to throw out anything or cause anything.
I'm just way open with things I do now.
Thanks! (=

Lovezlovezlovezzz!
<3333

Bye for now.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-04-29T00:42:00

2006-04-29T08:06:24Z

I love games of tug of war -_- lol.
A couple people know what I mean.

I love being busy.
I've realised how much I hated sitting at home doing nothing but pretty
much talking to a person all day.
Nothing was really ever done, and it was pretty much a waste of time.
I really like the relationship I have now.
We talk a lot, but not 24/7.
Almost a month and we've never argued.
I do my thing, and she does hers.
There's full trust, and that is very clear to see.
She actually enjoy's my teasing with some things, and she
will joke back with me <3.
She's pretty much probably the perfect match for me.
For it to be almost a month and still see no problems.
Have no problems.
It's really something to me.
Hands down, she's really special.
I've been really positive about this entire thing.
I really don't know what to say.
It's hard to really say the right thing for me right now.
I'm so tired,
I have so much on my mind,
and I feel like even if I tried, it still wouldn't describe it.
I doubt she really realises it, but to me, she really is a great match for the person I am.
No doubts.
No reason to.
All is wonderful <3.
If you don't now, you'll realise soon enough.

Goodnight, much love all.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-04-21T05:14:00

2006-04-21T09:14:49Z

Isn't she just like the cutest most beautiful girl alive?! Haha (=

Lyrics

There's something that I can't quite explain.
I'm so in love with you, you'll never take that away.
And if I've said a hundred times before, expect a thousand more.
(You'll never take that away).

Well, expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok when I'm not around.
Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound.
Calling you to see:
Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

Well I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping, are you're dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me

I thought that the world had lost its way (It's so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you (then came you)
and you took that way (Its not so difficult. The world is not so difficult)

You take away the old, show me the new,
and I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you.
So while I'm on this phone, a hundred miles from home
I take the words you gave, and send them back to you.

I only want to see if you're ok when I'm not around.
Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound.
Calling you to see:
Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me.

Well, I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me.

I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me

oh wo oh oh, oh oh oh uh oh,  uh oh, uh oh oh oh.
oh wo oh oh, oh oh oh uh oh,  uh oh, uh oh oh oh.
oh wo oh oh, oh oh oh uh oh,  uh oh, uh oh oh oh.
"oh wo......................................"
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This sort of sucks, but I was bored.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-04-11T23:23:00

2006-04-12T03:29:45Z

Techno moves my soul<3.
Rach is part of life.
April 11th is a good day<3.
Leaving tomorrow night for Georgia.
I'll be gone for about 4-5 days.
It's not like I type much in this anymore anyways.
I'm so mucho busy all the time now (=.
I gotta start looking into colleges now.
I'm gonna do it this May while out in Utah.
Don't know if I'm stay then, but I do know my mom is
talking about moving to Utah sometime soon.
There's a job opening there, and she says that Utah feels more like where we belong.
When I move, and as soon as I get the chance.
I'm going to Canada<3.
End of story<3 (=.

I'm such a forgiving person =P.
I love it actually ^-^.
It keeps people around, letting them know that I really do care.
That I'd forgive them for whatever, pretty much.

I just found out today from my dad that all my
managers/COS's like me up at work (=.
w00t!
Everyone likes me (=!
hahaha sorry sorry (=
Just trying to be all cute cocky? =P.

So like, I think I'm going to get into photography and psychology.
SO many people are telling me I should do photography, and/or be a writter, but I always
want to talk to people about life, and try to help them (=.
I wouldn't just sit there and be like, mmhm mmhm.
Ok, I want you to start taking this pill, blah blah blah blah.
So lame.
Not many people do their job these days.
I'd be like, the pimp of all psychiatrists<3 w00t!

My tummy hurts, so I'm gonna go lay down and wait for Rach to finish eating.

Love love love love love love to everyone! (=
Goodnight<3.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-04-09T04:55:00

2006-04-09T08:56:44Z

So I decided to show some of the pictures
I have been taking lately.
So here are some of them I've decided to show on livejournal.
Ignore the typing of my name and "mine."
This entry is public, and yeah (=.

So here we go.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-27T22:19:00

2006-03-28T03:58:55Z

Life. It really is a beautiful thing.
You'll meet someone without knowing if you will know them forever, or just a day.
You talk to them, and you begin to want to meet them again, but you
probably never will.
It's ok with you though.
As you tell them to have a good day and they walk away.
You feel touched inside. No words can describe the warmth they left you inside.
You wish that you meet again, but you know you will never forget them.
Even if your conversation lasted but a simple 15 minutes.
The impression that left will last a lifetime.
You wonder why you ran into this person.
You wonder how they can speak words that speak straight to your soul, when your
best friend could probably say the same exact thing, yet, it doesn't leave the same impression.
Do we know we will never see them again,
so the words they speak will leave a greater impact on our life?
For a moment you may begin to ask such questions.
Then you may begin to just not care.
All that matters is that they took a second out of their life, not knowing who
you are, to speak words that is not heard with your ears, but your heart.
Your questions fade, and their touch remains.
It's as if you are trying to rebuild your wings, and they have come
along, and have handed you a few feathers to raise your spirit.
Even if you still have awhile before you are done.
It's the fact that they took that moment to give you hopes.
That they can look you in the eyes and smile, speaking those gentle words.
Almost as if, inside, you, you take a step closer to who you can become.
If that is the truth..
Why can a stranger impact us so much in just a moment?
Live by the moment.
Never forget.
Day after day.
Give a hand to those who need one more than you.
Like it's said, "if you love someone, tell them."
Don't say anything you may regret later down the road.
I'm guilty, but my eyes are open now.
Chose your choices carefully.
Think before you leap.
Don't speak until you know the truth in your heart.
"A lie will get half way around the world before the truth get it's pants on."
Silly quote, but true.
You may know yourself better than anyone ever will, but that does not
mean someone may see something that you do not.
Listen to the ones you love.
Hold them close, and never forget them.
Have faith in yourself.
Have faith in those around you.
Question if you need, but seek the truth.
Know before you act.
Act with truth in your knowledge.
Finish what you start.
If you feel something, go with it.
Surpass your fear.
Never let go of your dreams.
You may never know which one it was that may have made you feel complete.
There will always be obstacles in your life.
It true for everything.
"What goes up, must come down."
Life is one big rollercoaster.
Don't ever regret the ones you felt a true love for.
Whether it happens in an instant,
or developed over a lifetime,
you have known the true feeling of pure joy and elation,
and it will be forever cherished.
Love is more than a memory.
It knows no boundries, and it knows no end.
It will capture your heart in a second,
and hold it for an eternity.
Intangible and unexplainable.
People may fade, BUT your love will live on.
Be true, always.
Within each of us, there is a beauty no words could ever describe.
I've always been fascinated with a blue rose.
Explain?
There is much beauty in it.
It's wonderous.
It's within us.
If only we could capture it within our very souls.
If we could take the beauty,
and apply the glow within.
Search a little deeper in the soul beneath our skin.
Take what it does stand for,
and shed it's love abroad.
Don't hide the glow within you,
but share the love with those around you.
You know you can't touch beauty without it rubbing off on you,
and it spreading to others in the kindness that you do.
There lies within each of us.
A beauty like this rose.
When it's used in touching others.
Then it's beauty overflows.
As you go through life,.
Others will call you crazy.
Others will laugh at your mistakes, only see your mistakes,
but inside, know, know who you are.
Believe in yourself, and learn from those mistakes.
No matter what,
everything will work out in the end (=.

Will I ever see this person again?
That I do not know, but this I do.
Their laying of hands will never fade from my heart.
I pray that they know how thankful I am for that short moment in my life
that will last a lifetime (=.

Goodnight <3

At dawn, through this opened window.
I gazed upon a breathless,
and heart stopping sight.
On the horizon in front of me,
appeared an aurora of mystical lights,
reflecting deep into the cavities of my spirit,
and ridges of the surrounding mountains.
Before me shown the early light,
penetrating the morning mist,
as it causes perpetual golden rays
to illuminate through the highest
mountain peaks.
Awakening the earth below.
As I peered closely,
brilliant colors of light
stretched upward,
like fingers on a hand
into the yet dawning sky.
As I gaze at this precious sight,
time itself seemed to be waiting,
and wanting to grasp hold of
the first beams, that would burst forth
from the East and to witness,
the suns smile beckoning
the brand new day..
A brand new life..
(=

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-23T02:46:00

2006-03-23T12:13:47Z

Light travels faster than sound?
WRONG!
This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.

Ahahahahaha (=.

The problem with America is stupidity. I'm not saying
there should be a capital punishment for stupidity, but why don't we just
take the safety labels off of everything and let the problem solve itself?

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"Hey there love, let's get to catching up.
'Cause I been thinking those thoughts
that must have slipped my mind
that time that I left you there that night."
I replied, "Let me remind you of the guy
you failed to mention all along.
'Cause your actions have consequences and these are them."

[Chorus:]
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like this,
'Cause this is more than I can take.
I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.

Hey there babe, don't mean to cut you off,
but I've heard enough lies and you're dying to get caught.
I'll let you go call all your friends.
"Oh my god! Let me describe to you this guy,
his name is Ken, he's in this band that writes such,
awful songs about me all the time."
You're goddamn right!

[Chorus]

Fine, just let me lie here for a while,
'Cause I'll be staying up, yeah hanging up all night.
Oh I'm spent of all attention that I've given
To a hopeless case, to a sharp headache, to a choice you make
To the reason why I, to the reason why I say.

[Chorus:]
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like you.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
Surprise, surprise.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-22T18:47:00

2006-03-22T23:33:09Z

So, the reason people change is because
they were never who they made you believe?
Because they build feelings for someone else?
How many fake people are in this world?
This place makes me sick ^-^.

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I always found it funny when people would rant about all this stuff
they hate that people may do. When they end
up doing it themselves :cough: (=.

It really does feel good to be real to people (=.
Maybe more people should try it out?

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Information's pretty thin stuff unless mixed with experience.
Many lack the experience (=.

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In this heartless creation
It is hard to understand
Why some souls choose to wander
Forgetting

Yet I am lost without wandering
My love is a ghost
Ancient - with wisdom
Vital - with tears
Not able to move on
Unable to let go

It's hard to remember a love
You don't recognize in this life
Yet the memory is without thought
Agony - without knowledge
This love - is without mercy

Passing through eternity
Life to the next
Forever searching
In a labyrinth of whispers
For a blissful love
Lost

Longing for the touch
I'll sense when I feel
Whispering to my heart
Comforting this stoned soul

Our love burns within me
But I am lost in the shadows
This entity of dreams
Forever killing me

I believe this love is eternal
The flame will not relinquish
Forever circling me
The very matter of my existence

But for now I simply breath
Awaiting your rescue
Music - bonding our souls
Pain - stirring the memories
While silence shouts out this melody

Maybe not this, but I know
my love is eternal (=. I never fade.
Ohohohoh ^-^.
I am sure this comes as no suprise to you (=.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-21T23:37:00

2006-03-22T04:17:37Z

I wonder if this is actually going to be read..
It is really long haha.
I hope it is read.
I hope it is believed haha...

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Still wondering what I did wrong.

Since this is a journal, I guess I'll type in it like one.
Like I was told, "type like no one is gonna read it."
It was something like that along those lines.
Guess what? It's like that anyways haha.

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Let us go on about me.
I know I have my bad parts, and I also know that I have good parts.
I'd love to get rid of some of the bad, but
that takes time to change, I guess..
I know for a fact that I have changed a good bit for the past month.
I hate knowing that it has gone un-noticed by the one I wanted
it to be noticed by, but I also know it makes it really
hard to show anything when you can never show it personally, or you
never get to talk to the person, and I know that it
isn't my fault I never got to talk.
I know I never really did anything wrong near the end either.
I didn't over react or over think.
I did what pretty much everyone would have done.
When the last thing that is mentioned is them saying they need to talk to you, then
they completely stop talking to you right after that.
You're going to assume it was ended with silence.
I do not even care what anyone says either.
Even if I didn't do anything but keep my mouth shut, that
it was still going to end anyways.
I wasn't going to leave or give up, and I never
planned on it because my love was real.
I'm not saying that the person never loved me.
I'm saying that it wasn't a real love, and
they didn't mean half of what they said with all their heart.
So it hurts to have a relationship end on lies and broken promises.
I finally know what it feels like because this was my first time trusting
a relationship I have ever been in. I wish it
would have kept going, believe me...
You just can't control a person though.
Plus, how could it work if the person is constently
thinking that you want them to change, when you
really don't want them too?
How is it supposed to work if they aren't as open as they should be?
How is it going to work if they do not tell you what is up?
If they leave you hanging, guessing, confused, lost, and worried
all the time?
How is it going to work if it is really only one working near the end?
I'm deeply sorry that their life is hard, and that I
am not completely perfect.
I'm terribly sorry that I wasn' there for the person, even though
I was already left in the gutter thinking that it is over.
What is a person really supposed to do?
Like all those adults these days say to me now.
You're going to trust, and it is going to be broken.
You are going to get hurt by the one person you care about by the most whether you like it or not.
Things you do not like are going to happen no matter what.
You can not avoid it.
So, even if someone breaks your trust, breaks your
heart, brings you to your knees, brings
you to tears, forgive them.
I did..
I forgave the person anytime and everytime they apologized.
I knew it wouldn't work if I did not forgive
and listen to the person. I tried to listen, but
it is hard to listen to a person that won't open up and talk.
It is hard to solve anything if they never give you a chance to explain.
Well, here it is.
Whether you read this, and listen or not.
I can atleast walk away saying I tried and did not give up.
I tell everyone I meet, "I am not the type
to give up," and I'm not.
I completely and entirely hate being the one that gives up.
So I do what I can to not be the one who gets hurt and walks away.
I usually even try to keep a friendship going to let the person know I did really care.
Just that I don't know why they did not believe
me or listen, or even stay.
We all have things that happen in our life.
Some worse than others.
I'm not going to judge my life with some other person.
I never will.
I'm just not going to leave a person in my life, ever, just
because life is hard on me. The only way I would
leave someone is if my feelings changed, and that
is the only conclusion I have of them.
That their feelings changed.
Only showing that they could not have meant anything they said before.
I am finding it hard to get by right now because of money, but if anyone wants
proof on how I am. I will be more than willing
to have you talk to everyone up at my work.
The last thing they would expect is I'm depressed.
I hate showing weakness around people, so I am always
laughing and joking to make others laugh and smile.
Things will slowly start getting better for my family because of the job
my dad just got, but I will never get to
see him anymore, and that makes me really sad.
Not many people realise how much I love my family.
Not many people realise how much I care about my friends.
I would literally drop everything I am doing for someone.
When my dad left for the second time to drive for a week, I
almost started to cry. I do not know why..
I know I really care about everyone, but it's hard for me
to actually miss people.
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Back on subject!

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Just like pretty much everyone else on this planet.
I do not mean to do half the things I do sometimes.
That is where the real love I have from my family and friends come in place.
No matter the things I do, or say, they still stick by me.
That is the real love I've always wanted.
I have finally realised this thanks to you.
I just really wish you could have had the same love as all of them.
I really believed in you and trusted you.
I would have forgiven you for almost anything, and I
expected the same from you, because I believed your love was real.
Once again, I am deeply sorry for anything and everything
I did or cause to your life. I did not mean
any pain I caused. I did not mean you to question
anything or doubt anything. I did not mean for you
to ever feel like you needed to change yourself. I did
not mean to have you feel like I was over protective.
I admitt, I was at times, because I let others
get into my head, and I am sorry..
I do not remember saying Rachel is the greatest in my info.
I remember it saying,
"I<3myWaxorbuddyRachel!!!11!1one!!1," and that should
have let you know that it was only playing around with her.
All the !'s, and typing one.
Come on now....
Was I not allowed to have any girls that were good friends?
I told you, and like usual, you did not
listen to what I said. You got onto me about
some things in the end when you honestly did not have the right.
You did it to bullshit your way out of the relationship.
You used it as an excuse.
Like I recall you calling Aaron your favorite one time.
You know for a fact that you had no room but to bullshit yourself out.
I did nothing wrong at the end.
I am not saying I did not do anything wrong at all.
I am just saying that I did not do anything that serious.
That you over reacted.
My only guess to that is, to get out of the relationship.
I am not the bad guy, and I know I am not.
I told you over and over that I was there for you,
and what did you do?
You completely stopped talking to me.
You over thought everything.
You jumped to conclusions.
You assumed things.
You had to actually look at me.
The person you say you love.
You should not have to look at them and question them.
I was loyal, I was true, I was honest
and I know it.
Maybe I was a little too true for you.
Maybe you weren't really ready for a real relationship,
so you got out while you still could.
While you still could?
I take that back.
Anyone can leave a relationship at anytime they want.
Should they?
Not if it's a real one.
I changed and said I was sorry for the past.
You did not forgive me or forget.
You held everything up inside and blew up and walked away.
I would forgive you for pretty much anything, and I
know if you wanted to start again I would.
I would rekindle the flame.
I'd show you a change, and do what I could
to keep the flame burning bright.
I would not walk away or give up.
I would hold on, and hold on tight.
I am sorry your life is hard right now.
I am sorry I did not fit into the picture of things that were important.
I wish I would have stayed in your life.
It was your choice.
This is my only message to you.
If you still want anything, or just want
to talk to someone.
You know how to contact me.
I am still here.
I am still there.
I am still here for you.
I still love you, and I will always feel a love for you.
Believe it or not.
It is all up to you.
I would show you the truth if I could, but
you can not force another person to believe.
You can not force love.
You can not have love with out trust and forgivness.
You have to be open.
You have to be yourself.
The only questions I have for you are.
Why did you leave?
Why did you hold things against me like you did?
Why wouldn't you believe in me?
Why did you not give me the chance to talk?
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Stop thinking you are nothing special.
Stop questioning life itself, and be happy.
Maybe not right now, but someday.
We are still young.
We still have a lot to live for.
This is only the beginning of the roller coaster.

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You should have looked at me a little differently.
Long distance is hard.
It is harder to communicate.
So we needed to give each other more chances, but we didn't..
I am sorry I jumped to conclusions sometimes.
We both did it.
I am more than willing to start over if you would just let it.
A lot of people care about you.
I am one of them.
Nothing will ever change with me.
Forgive me someday.
It is the truth (=.
My love will never fade.
Faith can do a lot.
I realise this now.
I am sorry your life has be tough.
Sorry I was not that understanding of everything at first.
Maybe if you would have just opened up a little more.
Maybe if you would have just talk to me, and still found me important.
I am still here.
Don'tt ever forget.
I love you.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-20T11:10:00

2006-03-20T10:07:40Z

And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one last time
A song for a heart so big
God couldn't let it live

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Allright!!!!

With you it’s Never Good Enough
Because You Want the Stuff That Could Change Your Future
Your Life’s Amongst a Sea of Chance
And Now the More You Dance Just Gets You Sick and Deeper

Its Ok, Don’t Apologise,
You dunno what you’re striving for,
And You Never Seem To Try
Its Too Early Don’t Live Your Life
Keep On Moving,
It’s Time Tooooooooooooo!

Ride, Ride, Ride, now it’s Too!!!
Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!!!

Everything Seems Tempting
But Nothing Comes For Free
I Often Wonder How You Drive
When The Roads Too Dark To See
It’s Too Early, Its Time Tooooooo (Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!)

We Light the Fire, To Watch It Burn
But When It Comes Your Turn
All That’s Left Is Ambers
You Ran This Race with No Real Heart
Your Right Back at the Start
You'd Already Lost It

Its Ok, Don’t Apologise,
You dunno what you’re striving for,
And You Never Seem To Try
Its Too Early Don’t Live Your Life
Keep On Moving,
It’s Time Tooooooooooooo!

Ride, Ride, Ride, now it’s time Too!!!
Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!!!

Everything Seems Tempting
But Nothing Comes For Free
I Often Wonder How You Drive
When The Roads Too Dark To See
It’s Too Early, Its Time Tooooooo (Ride, Ride, Rideeeeeee!!)

(Interlude)

Everything Feels Tempting
When You Don’t Know Who to Be
I Often Wonder How You Feel
When you’re lying next To Me
It’s Too Early, Its Time Tooooooo!!!

Yeahh, Yeahh, Yeahh There Is Someone
Yeahh, Yeahh, and After All This Time
Yeahh, Yeahh, There Are No Answers

Rideeeeee (Rideeeeeeee)
Rideeeeee (Rideeeeeeee)
Rideeeeee (Rideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!)

You know it’s not enough
You know it’s not enough
You know it’s not enough

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I used to listen to that song when I street raced.
I've been thinking about joining a club.
Everyone at work is asking me why I'm not in one.. lol.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-19T23:34:00

2006-03-20T07:36:31Z

omg lol
If MCI calls trying to get you to sign up for the Family
and Friends plan, reply, in as SINISTER a voice as you can,
"I don't have any friends... would you be my friend?"

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Why Men Are Happier Than Women!

1. We keep our last name.
2. The garage is all ours.
3. Wedding plans take care of themselves.
4. Chocolate is just another snack.
5. We can be president.
6. We can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
7. Car mechanics tell us the truth.
8. The world is our urinal.
9. We never have to drive to another gas station because this one's just too icky.
10. Same work, more pay.
11. Wrinkles add character.
12. Wedding dress - $5000; tux rental - $100.
13. People never stare at our chest when we're talking to them.
14. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
15. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle our feet.
16. One mood, ALL the time.
17. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
18. We know stuff about tanks.
19. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
20. We can open all our own jars.
21. We get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
22. If someone forgets to invite us, he or she can still be our friend.
23. Our underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
24. Everything on our face stays its original color.
25. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
26. We don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
27. We almost never have strap problems in public
28. We are unable to see wrinkles in our clothes.
29. The same hair style lasts for years, maybe decades.
30. We don't have to shave below our neck.
31. Our belly usually hides our big hips.
32. One wallet and one pair of shoes, one color, all seasons.
33. We can "do" our nails with a pocket-knife.
34. We have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
35. We can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives, on December 24, in 45 minutes.

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This is funny.

A woman gets home, screeches her car into the driveway,
runs into the house, slams the door and shouts at the top of
her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags, I've won the lottery!" The husband
says, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?"
The wife yells back, "It doesn't matter..... just get out!"

Apply a certain meaning to it, and it's not so funny anymore.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-19T07:25:00

2006-03-19T12:23:15Z

CatDGould4 (5:58:57 AM):
"And since you know you cannot see yourself,
so well as by reflection, I, your glass,
will modestly discover to yourself,
that of yourself which you yet know not of."
That's what I've always thought of as my role with you!!!! To show you the great man I know you can be. DOULAF

Just walk away, gather your thoughts
For the second wave of this argument
Of this epic changing day
It’s crazy to think that an hour ago all
Things were great. We stand here both
Proud; both wrong and right
Throwing cheap shots in this stubborn fight
And our lives are so intertwined in one
we’re just so stuck in this moment
It’s clear that we’re coming undone.
And you see it’s hard for me to breathe
When I get all worked up with these feelings
And I don’t know exactly how it is
That we can be so mad
We considered not to exist
We both know that there’s so much
Love clenched within our fists

Goodbye waves in the driveway just resonate
And yes I’m throwing it right back at her
While we’re drowning in rivers from our faces
We just want know is this, is this over
Trembling silence fills the air as we stand here
So impaired, but so aware

Sit in this house
Alone with fresh photographs
And I just can’t relax
My cigarette smoke
I’m starting to choke on this
Half of my souls on the road
In a car with the girl in a dress
See it’s making it hard for me to breathe
When I get all worked up with these feelings
And I don’t know exactly how it is
That just to say I’m right
You’re wrong, we both lose to win

The Goodbye waves in the driveway just resonate
And yes I’m throwing it right back at her
While we’re drowning in rivers from our faces
We just want know is this, is this over
Trembling silence fills the air as we stand here, Oooh

So hey now, maybe we’re just being stupid
Hey, maybe we’re just being dumb
No, hey, maybe it’s time that we stopped
And we realize that, like that
Flag in the wind, we are one
And how makes so cute and lovely
The battle can be tore to shreads
With time and patience, and love and affection
We can beat this with needles and thread
Because I love you! And you love me
And nothing will make this leave
I said, I love you, and you love me
And nothing will make, make, make, make this leave
So remember me, Yeah... remember me. Yeah. Remember me

Don’t Walk Away

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-18T21:04:00

2006-03-19T05:01:56Z

Hahaha.
I feel bad..
I guess I should be a little more understanding.
It's hard though when other person aren't open.
When they don't even give the time to listen to you.
Or completely stop talking to you to do other
things that are more important when you thought you were
the most important thing in that persons life.
Who knows..
Hard to tell.
Since people don't talk sometimes.

Uuugghh!
It sucks how I can take 6 sleeping pills
and they don't even phase me.
I guess I should take 10 tonight.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-03-01T03:10:00

2006-03-01T11:09:26Z

I think I can safely say that I'm learning some
pretty useful life lessons. I also realised I
could put up with more than I thought. I guess
a lot of us do get proven wrong more than some think.

heavens_glimpse @ 2006-02-27T22:57:00

2006-02-28T06:57:39Z

When is it time to say goodbye,
To all the love I've only known,
When is it time to end your pain,
And leave me all alone?

I've watched you on your good days when
I feel your strength renewed;
But shortly after little ups,
The down days then ensue.

We ride this roller-coaster of
Emotions as we try,
To make it through another day,
And yet, I can't deny..

That as I look into your face
On days that have been bad,
I see a look that beckons me
It's tired, and hurt, and sad.

The little spark I used to see
Behind those loving eyes,
Is growing ever clouded
By life's cruel inhumane side.

I try to see beyond the pain
You feel with every step;
And softly whisper to myself
This may get better yet..

If I can bear to watch you
Just another day or two;
I justify my reasons to
Ensure I cling to you.

For letting go is harder for
The person left behind;
It means that if I let you go,
I cannot turn back time.

Back to the days I long for now,
When you were full of life;
And every day held promise,
And our futures, clear and bright.

But now the lights are darkening..
We take it daily now;
I cannot see our futures clear
Or think beyond this cloud.

I think the hardest part in this
Is never knowing why,
I have to be courageous
And I have to say goodbye.

For if I let myself admit
It's time to let you go;
I'd have to face reality
Without you.. but I know..

That soon I have to face the
Final outcome that I dread,
And holding on will only serve
To hurt you in the end.

You've given such unselfish love
For all our time in life,
But if I hold too tightly,
You'll not move torward the light..

On to a better life, where you
Can once again be free,
Of all the pain and discomfort
That holds you here to me.

So if I find the courage just to say
This last farewell,
I hope you will forgive me for
The time it took me; still..

I'll hold with me, the memories
That in my heart remain,
Pray one day, down the road a little ways
..They'll lesson my own pain..

HELP ME!! >.< =P

2005-12-04T10:38:45Z

Oh my goodness, so I am sitting here having to pee like REALLY bad!
However, I can't because my grandmother is in the bathroom right now!
And it takes her FOREVER when she is in the bathroom.
I've had to go for like an hour now =( help me please?
I have to go like, really bad!

Ok! On a brighter note I guess haha.
My day ended up turning out pretty good actually.
I didn't do too much really.
I talked to someone all morning haha, slept some, went to Buckle
and got my clothes, slept some more, went to taco bell to
get me some food, listened to music, talked to a few people
on AIM and Realpics.net and I think that's about it really.
The best part about today was it was the
3rd of December and talking to that someone =)

So tomorrow(Sunday 4th of December) I'm going to be taking some
pictures of me with my new clothes =D. I'm going to take a few I think
for someone and to put a couple on Realpics.net, with one as a sign.

ooooohhhhh mmmyyyy gooooossshhh
Ok, sorry I just got done going pee; finally! =D
Wow did that feel wonderful =)!

Anyways, I don't have much more to type about me for today.
Not to much happened really, but it was a good day =).

I love you, very much =).
Bye for now.

New =P

2005-12-02T05:07:41Z

((Friends ONLY)) =)
Yes you heard right.
My Livejournal is for friends ONLY.
Soooo become one of my friends on here and you
can read about my awesome life =)

Ok, I just made this bloody thing; so give me some time and I'll start typing in it,
do my own layout and so forth(blah blah blah). Haha but yes, hello =).